A PIECE OF RUSS
December 2009.Ö
I LIKE
to think more about happy things and happier thoughts. November has been a tough month for me and December does not seem to be any better.
I DON'T LIKE
D to go to the US but I am not in the position to tell him not to especially when I know that he really wants to go. I'll have to wait for him to come back, if he does come back.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW
that I have been very lonely these past weeks and I know that it's a bad case of forlornness ─ my favorite chocolates & sweet goodies can't even do something about it.
I'VE PLANNED
to go out + see more of my friends + stop worrying about other people's problems ... that should divert my mind from unpleasant thoughts and feelings.
I WANT TO SAY TO SOMEONE SPECIAL
This is for my MOM. We've had misunderstandings related to your brother's death last month. I know that you feel that you have this responsibility to do something for his family because he's passed on, but I hope you also see things from my perspective ─ it's about time that they learn to stand on their own feet. You've given them help in different forms all their lives. Sometimes, you need to know when to stop.
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21 Comments:
I'm so sorry about D, I don't know what to say. Hopefully he will come back.
Give your mom a few more months, maybe 6, to realize what you already know. I have a sister-in-law who has always used people, so my wife backed away from her. But when the S-I-L's husband left her, my wife rallied to her side to support her. Within 6 months she remembered what it was like being used by her selfish sister and started to back off again. It's nice for your mom to give them support right after a tragedy, I hope she doesn't get sucked into doing it permanantly.
And I hope this makes sense!
don't feel so lonely darling. if you need to talk im here okay *big hugs*
Just hang in, things will pass. Just be strong enough to not compromise yourself.
Those bothersome times won't stay.... When it comes, let it pass. Tomorrow's a new day. Big hugs!!\(^0^)/
Nag-iinarteng Magtataho
" I tried my best to wait for you..I've shouted too loud, you didn't respond to my call... Now, you want me to go back?! "... magtataho
SMILE,Russ!^_^
Aww, I know you'll make it through.
RICADEMUS.
He IS coming back.Ü It's either late February or early March next year. This will be the first time that we won't be together that's longer than a week. Yikes.
6 months is long. I'm not sure how much more I can take. Every time I hear her talking to someone on the phone that's about that death, it really irks me. I hope she comes to her senses soon. That's just me, talking as a daughter who's worried for her own mother.
MANJU.
Thanks sweetie.
RICHARD + GOLDEN.
Guess that will be the best thing to do right now. Life still does go on right? Thanks Richard!
CLARISSA.
I like what you said. I'm gonna draw inspiration from the nag-iinarteng magtataho. I won't forget what you said :)
Its always best to think about happy thoughts, its best to do that when you are with your family and friends...
Hmmm, is D your BF?? Uhmm, its ok not to answer... =D
Try to go out more and be happy...
Yup.Ü He is ─ my Significant Other
7 years
7 months and
1 day (today)
Mothers are like that... they feel that they are responsible when in fact they've done enough. It's very normal for moms to do that.
Hope you feel better!
I hope you do start getting some better times, at least positive thinking will help, in my opinion.
Just try to smile, and have fun. You might feel not that lonely anymore... at least I hope!
HUGGIES!
Russ, the world is yours=) If you're lonely, I'm just here...di pa nga tayo nagkikita in person pero andito lang naman ako for you...=)
About D, whatever happens, it will be okay.
as a sister(your mom), it's really hard not to care. maybe, she can teach her sis-in-law to work...refer her to a job, money for business so the family won't have to depend on your mom all the time.=)
Russ,
*hugs* *and* *kisses* to you! Hope everything will have gotten better when we read a piece of you next month!
Dear D,
Come back soon coz Russ will miss you!
Btw. I am adding you to my blogroll!
LEAH.
I guess I won't be able to understand that now because I'm not a Mom yet.
TOOTHFAIRY.
Oh yes, positive will bring in positive.Ü I'm trying to smile more often despite things.
JASSY.
Gosh! The Sister-In-Law is hopeless. I think she's even becoming a parasite, parang may obligasyon kame na tulungan sila.
NOBLE BEEYOTCH.
Thanks sweetie. That's sweet of you.
I already have you in my Blog Roll.
THE GIRL WITH THE FLOUR IN HER HAIR.
Thank you dear.
I'm hoping for that too.
Awww..U've been going through quite a lot lately, I see..Just be strong, ok..Your mom must have been going through a hard time also, losing a brother, and all..Just give her some time..I'm happy for u about ur BF's coming back though :)
Cheer up, ok *hugss*
Hey Russ, december is about to start...It hasnt finished yet...i believe ur december will fill with happiness!!
I know it's a family affair, but I know where you're coming from with that message for your mom. Hope you feel a lot better, Russ. I never realized you're lonely these days *hugs*
this is a quite sad for a december post. dont think too much. thrive for a very merry christmas. :D
Wow! ang tagal nyo at bilang na bilang mo pa...
Btw, have you talked about this trip of his? or work? is this planned?
hehehe, sorry too many questions.. Just had similar situation on my part...
you're a good daughter russ, you really care about your mom. i know how you feel, my mom has the tendency to be super giving din to her relatives but she ended up being disappointed by some of the people she helped, so i know talaga that a line should be drawn.
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